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Sunday, May 31, 2009
my sunday.
Before going for a brunch of Bak Kut Teh, we realeased our little turtle into the lake.
And only about five minutes before realeasing it, did we find out that it only has 3 legs, poor thing, i hope its alright..

Totally Dad's fault.
He wanted to realease it, I didn't. Neither did Sel. And I'm pretty sure Alex is gonna be devestated when he comes home from Sabah.

Sort of went shopping in Petaling Street after brunch, since grandma was there. Best bargainer, ever! I swear.
I didn't buy anything though, nothing really caught my eye. or Sel's.

And then she's on a bus back to Kluang.

Aunty Pauline bought me a pair of sandal slipper type things from Singapore. 
[ apparently the brand that it is, is like a sub company of Crocs, since i can't fit into any of the lady cuttings ): but none the less they're awesome! ]
pretty, they are (:
and Sel got that pair of Croc's she's been dying to have ;p

Oh, Oh, OHHHHH!!!
We watched Terminator Salvation just now, so freaking AWESOME!
a must watch, it is!

oh yeahh, we meaning with Dad and Sel (:


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:23 PM

team building was shit.

I'm tired from it.

damn thing got us all up extra early.
like seriously early.
I mean, I live near college and this is the first time I've been up at seven in subang.
and I slept at what? two, I think..


I still don't like Awana.


I hate my sister :D

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:39 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009
Mother F
i put on weight, within this one week.
what the hell?


madame chubby-cheeks.


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:10 PM

the big SIX ZERO
well, well, well.

60 posts down.

Barcelona kicking Manchester United's ass, TWO FREAKING NIL!
doubly awesome.

everyone in class today was like stoned, seriously stoned. its probably the lack of sleep and the fact that half of them support Man U. pfffftttt, HAHHAHAHAHAHHA!

i am soooo gonna get screwed by everyone supporting Man U.

Handing in my assignment right on time.
fucking ace, baby!

seriously, last minute much?
the assignment was due at 5 pm today, and i handed it in at 4 59 pm.

Charlene ; the Queen of Bullshitting
Mel ; the Queen of Last Minute Work.
work great together somehow, when their asses are on the line ;)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:28 PM

oh yeahh.

well, its 2.45 in the morning.
charlene is sitting next to me.
and i'm typing this from Jarren's laptop.
the guys, Ian, Jarren, Mok, Yee Weeh and Kat are outside watching the Man U - Barca match..
and i am bored.
no, really.
i am.

what? you don't trust me now? *bites you*

pffftttttttt, utter nonsense.


Girl " I'm gonna make a tee-shirt that says ; fuck you, i'm awesome :D "

Boy " and I'll go make one that says ; please do, awesome! "


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:45 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Another day to live.
i should be thankful for that.
i don't feel thankful.

we're all going out to watch Night At The Museum 2 after class
i get to watch it agian. but this time, in sunway.

i'm sitting in front of the computer, bored as hell.
CADP, what do you expect?

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:53 AM

let's play pool.
i beat Yong Pheng today. TWICE.
and i suck at pool. she's like freaking awesome.
nahh, she was just off her game.
but still, yay (:

correction, since its already past midnight it should have been written as yesterday. but since i'm still up, it shall be kept as today. HAH!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:07 AM

Holy.. Oh My.. like Shut Up..
right, so i don't know how to complete my assignment.

i'm screwed.

i is screwed.


-new release from mac.

funny. heh, eh, no.

and i'm scared of living in ss15. 

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:28 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009
insomnia is no fun.

don't tell me to try sleeping pills.
i have.
they are useless.
they work the first time, not the second.
i have tried upping the dosage, it sent me to sleep. once.

they don't freaking work, its soooooooo stupid.

i sound like i'm trying to commit suicide, upping the dosage and all.


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:42 PM

i don't see.
i feel like blogging today, don't know why.
maybe the loneliness of subang is worse than anyone thought.
its okay here.
i'm settling.

dad told me, two days ago someones house was robbed. the lady, her child/ren and maid were murdered.

i don't want to die in subang.
i really don't.

but i realised something, i'm like a freaking vehicle magnet.
guys run away.
as far as they possibly can.
but vehicles, damnn those vehicles. 
they come centimeters close, bloody drivers.
today i nearly got run over by cars.
the other day it was cars, motorbikes AND a freaking lorry.

like WTF! seriously?!

maybe i'm not paying attention.
but come on, its not like i'm invisible. 

or maybe its the fact that i'm too big and take up too much of the road, that's why i keep getting nearly run over, knocked down. whatever.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:22 PM

more funnies.
my optimism, isn't optimistic.

me TRYING to be optimistic is like.. like.. hell breaking loose.

i should attend a P.A Meeting, but i don't think they'd exist.
but if they did ;

Hi, I'm Melissa and I'm a pessimist.
* a round of clapping *

you've got to be fucking kidding me.

p.s. to anyone who gets offended by profanity, my bad.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:23 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009
This morning, yes, you read correctly. morning. surprised aren't ya?

i got woken up by alex, indirectly. only because he screamed "have you seen my memory card?"
i don't know who he was talking to but i'm guessing it was either dad or aunty jane..

i guess five year olds don't keep in mind that their older siblings sleep late and actually enjoy sleeping in.


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:39 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009
oh sure.

cause you'll just never know.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:01 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009
50th Post
so fast?

like seriously.
like whoa.

well today was one hell of a day.
first off, i lock myself out of my own room, now i can't get in till 9.
i messed up my exam today.
i nearly got hit by a car, a couple of them. several motorbikes. and a lorry.
*more mumbling and grumbling *
why is it that i am now attractive to vehicles? 0.o

Accounts is tomorrow.

man, i am soooooooooooo not prepared.

and.. and.. and..

i now know what it feels like to sleep at 2 and get waken up at 5 by a text message. not fun.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:32 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009
i just realised that all the timing's of my posting have been messed up..

but i fixed it now :D

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:30 PM

Exams start tomorrow.

first paper, english.
she says my sentences are too long /=

fine, i'll make them short then.

*mumble grumble*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:32 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009
blissfully happy.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:13 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009
i'm over you.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:04 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009
good news for the soul?
has anyone ever told you how easy it is to get over a person?

if they have, they're complete idiots.

its not easy, not a tiny bit.

for me, its still not over. day in and day out i sit through my classes my mind catching butterflies in the desert where it ran off to, failing hopelessly.

On another sad note, mid terms start next week, each exam i'm sitting for starts at 9 am. the joy. ngeh.


In June, granda is taking us trekking to a waterfall (:
Sungai Pisang if i'm not mistaken.
and this, is the best news i have..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:49 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:40 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009
numb again.
why am i crying?
there's no point.
it was a lost cause from the beginning.
it was false hope that i held onto for so long.

crazy isn't it?

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:49 PM


jeez, the modem is finally finally on.

i hate my english lecturer.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:20 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i guess i could easily say that the Zara, Massimo Dutti, Pull & Bear wasn't a COMPLETE flop.

i got a Zara belt at 10 bucks :D

and its white.

mel and white.

mel in white?

white and mel?!

mel in freaking white?!?!

get it?

don't worry, i don't either.

oh wait, i do now.. sorry, its early. and my brain truly is still fast asleep nestled inside my skull, with a refusal to wake up. HAH!

its just that i don't wear white, i can't really pull it off somehow. not like Alanna or Julia whose closets are probably three-quarts white or people who have an obsession with white.

yes, yes, purity it resembles. But i just can't wear white..

moving on, the bastard downstairs can't seem to switch his freaking modem on. and it is pissing me off and so is the CADP lecturer. now as i sit in her class, iPod plugged in her annoying voice can still be heard. during the lecture yesterday, she called my name for attendence and obviously i put my hand up, then the bitch she is called my name again after she was done with the class saying that i was freaking absent, that i skipped class. who wouldn't? its boring, its freaking retarded. but i was in class although i wasn't paying any attention at all. ngeh.

well let's hope the A-Hole switches the modem on, see you lovelies later (:

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:58 AM

Sunday, May 3, 2009
va va vroooooom
twitter is retarded.

screw you bunnies that don't agree.

its lame, all you write is what you're doing now. THAT'S IT!

serious balls.
damn straight my balls are serious, more serious than Hannah's
-oh wait, i don't have balls. nevermind.

my FISHballs are more serious than your's, Hannah!


and did i forget to mention Char has a " ball fetish "

- oh damn, i am sooo dead for that one. I STILL LOVE YOU, CHAR!!!!

p.s. its not so much a "fetish" more of a.. a.. liking towards eating certain types ;)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:42 PM

Friday, May 1, 2009
hush now, sweetheart.
who knew?
did you?
cause i surely didn't

maybe they should start classes like 

Love 101

or something equally retarded

well, think about it.. those that have been through at least one heartbreak, one relationship. some sorta experience and failed miserably.
but just maybe, that's the way its supposed to be.
make mistakes and learn from them, right?
HAH! you know as well as i do, some mistakes are made and not learned from, advice given - never taken. fools. everyone becomes one at some point of time.

how can i stop loving you just like that, after i've fallen so hard?

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:52 PM

`mel. the one and only . i turn 18 on the 130609, don't forget ;) - p.s. if you're reading this you either love me or hate me so much that you just have to read the crap i post, but if you've found it, good for you. enjoy :)

Craves : more money ;p


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