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Friday, February 20, 2009
to you,
i think i do. 

i think i'm secretly falling very much in like with you.

maybe its just my heart playing games with my mind.
maybe i'm just waiting to hear what you'll say first.
maybe i'm too shy to tell you first.
maybe i'm just scared to tell you.
maybe i'm just frightened by rejection from you.

who knows?
only time will tell.

if you read this you probably wouldn't even know it was you, even if it came and slapped you in the forehead.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:52 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

i have nothing else to say..

i'm falling asleep, in accounts. 

the psych test was sooo HARD!

econs wasn't tooo bad.

i failed my maths, damn.

you people are reading nonsense.

this post is only long because of all the     s p a c i n g .

disclaimer: she is not a her anymore but an IT.


okay, im gonna go now.

love you people!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:09 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009
here you people go (:
Okay, so.. i don't have alot and i didn't manage to take a photo when itwas actually bleeding all over class. so this is what is looked like on tuesday (: HAHAHA!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:36 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009
Oh My Stupid Dancing Monkey!! 

I got a rose..

from college.



as unenthusiastic as that sounded, i am happy..
i guess a present really can brighten up your day or week, if you're me (:

Thank You Darren!
-eventhough you aren't gonna read this, but still..

love you people!
till next time, or someday soon (:



"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:48 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009
Like WHOA!!!
okay, i'm really really bored in econs, and i do know i haven't blogged for ages :D 

i guess there's nothing new, besides the fact that i've now found out that both Alanna and Charlene and squimish towards blood.. 

funny story.

all i did was accidently trip going up the escalator cause i was running late for class and i didnt realise that the "fall" had actually cut quite deeply into my big toe. all that i was thinking is - damn, this is embarassing thank god most of the people are in their classes.. anyway, as i was saying, it just felt as if the escalator had scraped it and that was that.. so when i sat down in class, i lifted my foot, and to my surprise it was bleeding, badly. and dear ol' Charlene next to me nearly screamed (: that happened during math. after which we were supposed to have psych BUT i dragged charlene off to the clinic where the doctor said i needed stitches and me being me, i didnt want them so i opted for the glue instead.. and honestly, my toe and my foot was soooooo numb, she could have sewn it and i wouldn't feel a thing, although the imagery of watching her stick a needle and thread through my toe is not pleasing.. 

anyway, i MAY post pictures up and for those of you who are squimish, i advise you not to look, but if you aren't go ahead, although you may find that after seeing them you MIGHT change your mind about not being squimish about blood.

till next time,




"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:40 AM

Monday, February 2, 2009
cut off..
you'll never come across my blog, you'll never read this. but if you happen to, here's the post dedicated to none other than YOU.


when i told you our friendship was over, i wasn't kidding.

don't think that by giving me time, i'll forgive you.

you'll just never know how much all this is killing me too.

it doesn't matter.

you think its pure anger.

my second chances have all been used up.

maybe my heart has turned to stone, and there is no way you or anyone else can bring it back.

you think you're the only one that's hurting.

you think saying sorry over and over again is going to change things.

maybe you really do care, but sorry SWEETIE my emotions and heart have died.

the once caring, loving and forgiving mel is dead, and you killed her.

save yourself from more hurt and just forget about me.
this is the last thing i ask of you to do.


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:43 PM

`mel. the one and only . i turn 18 on the 130609, don't forget ;) - p.s. if you're reading this you either love me or hate me so much that you just have to read the crap i post, but if you've found it, good for you. enjoy :)

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